All over the place

     I sit back and look on these past 3 months, and I cant believe how big she is. How alert and happy she is. Shes grabbing onto things, especially my hands when I feed her. I love how she holds my finger. Melts my heart.
     Shes also started rolling onto her side. I caught it on tape the very first time. It was awesome. And of course she talks all the time. And when she cant get it out, she gets really frustrated. Its really cute. But of course I think its cute... she's MY baby.
     Her Monkey is becoming her very good friend and she smiles real big when she sees him. Here's a few pictures of her and Monkey Man a few nights ago...

 

And here's an older picture....

This was the 2nd smile I caught on camera when she was 6 weeks old.   :)    She's growing so fast and only wearing her cute outfits a few times before they're too small. Its all going by so fast and Im so happy to be able to stay at home everyday to be with her.
     I dread the day I have to put her in daycare. I know how she's best taken care of, because I do it all day everyday. I know how she likes to be held while she eats. I know what each different cry means and can soothe her almost right away. Who can say that a stranger at a daycare would be able to do the same thing? Two words: Nanny Cam.
     I know Im crazy and I always think the worst is going to happen in almost any situation. One of my biggest faults. And its definitely something I dont want Maddie to learn from me. I want her to be optimistic and upbeat about life and all it has to offer. Lead by example I guess.
     Right now she's in one of her favorite places... her swing. Snoring... just like Daddy. For some reason her snoring doesn't bother me like Steve or Bubba's. ;)
     I just wanna grab her up and snuggle her, but she's not really the cuddling type anymore. I dont know what's up with that. I wont always be able to hold her the way I do now and it makes me sad when she gets frustrated in my arms. No matter what position I hold her, its not always good enough. This does give her the freedom to roll around on her play mat, and kick at her toys above her head.
     Since she's sleeping, now's the time to get some cleaning done.

Meg